buat c dia..

bila keseorg, ayg msti tingat kt b...

wlupn b xbls msg ayg, xangkat call ayg..

tp ayg still send msg kt b..

call b..

ayg pn xtau npe..

kdg2 2 skit gk ati..

tp, nie jln y ayg plih bla ayg plih b..

so, ayg kena kuat kn, syg???

kdg2  2 t'lntas d fkran.."ayg beri ape2 mkna x kt b??? sape ayg pd b??"

ayg p'nh tny b n b jwb, ayg makwe b..

alhamdulillah cz ayg still ag makwe b aldo b bt cm endah xendah je kt ayg..

ayg lau bley nk b y dlu, tp ayg tau..mmg ayg xkn dpt..

ayg da b'syukur ngn pe y ayg dpt skunk..

mmg lau bley nk dpt lbh, tp xptt kn t'lalu mgharap n meminta???

emmm...

kdg2 2 ayg ase cm ayg nie alone..

xde bf..

tgk member2, dk gayut ngn bf msg2..

dok msg..

tp ayg, xpn..

ssh sgt ayg nk dpt msg dr b..

ssh kn hbungan kite nie syg???

pape pn ayg harap kite sme2 tbh n redha ngn ketentuan DIA..

kdg2 2 kn, ase skit sgt lam ati nie

lau korang kn, lau c dia bt endah xendah jer ngn krg. per krg ase????

msti ase skit sgt kn..

ase dri nie xpntg pn bg c dia..

sbar..sbr..sbr..

2 jer la y mmpu cz kite syg gler kt dia..

tp kdg2 2 ksbran 2 jd tipis sgt bla ase cm d p'mainkan c dia..

cm c dia xssguh cm kite..

xtau nk jga ati kite..

myb slh kite gk cz xpndai jga ati c dia..

emmm..

ntah la..

bla call, cra dia jwb cm xnk kite call dia..

bla msg, jrg sgt dia bls..

so, wat should we do??????????

pe y ptt kite ase????

lau ata msg plik2, c dia mrh lak..

ckp 2 ckp nie..

ckp kite pk bkn2 la..

sbr la..

mcm2 lah..

smpi kite nek cemuh dgr..

emmmmm ntah la..

xreti lah..

da x tau nk wat cm ner ag..

hope c dia sdar la y kite pn ad ati n prasaan..

hope c dia lbh mnjga ati n prasaan kite cz kite makwe dia..

bkn nyer lbh mnjga ati n prasaan n kbjkan ex dia..

lau mcm 2, mmg skit gler r ati..

mmg panas r..

tp xley nk tduh gk, cz kite xtau..

so xley nk tduh2..

rite?????

so, sbr je la...emmmmm

ase klakar pn ad gk..hehehe

satnie ak call dia..

klakar lak cz ari nie dia told me wat he done 2day..

bese mn p'nh dia gth sdetail 2..

angin ngah ok kot...

ak tgur dia kt fb satnie..

nmpk dia on9 jer..

tp dia xbls pn..

nk kata da sign out, msti la dia tls he's unavailable..

tp xde tlis pn..

emmm up 2 him la..

mls nk care...

care lbh2 kn wat skit ati plak..

let it be..

mkin lama mkin ak xphm dia..

xtau dh nk wat cmne ag tuk phm dia..

dia y xnk ak fhm dia or ak y xphm2 dia???????????

emmm p'soalan 2..

ari nie tah pape..

pg td, ak gaduh jap ngn dia..
its starting cz dia xnk mkn ubt..
den meleret2 ke bnda len..
lau ak xleretkan ke bnda len, smpi bla2 pn ak xkn tau the whole story@ de true story..


emm..bla tau 2 skit ati gk la kn..
tp, cm biase la..he alwiz noe how 2 make me feel better..
den, da xjd nk mrh2 ag..
dia kata dia xreti nk pjuk ak, tp dia xtau p'buatan tnpa sedar dia da bt ak t'pjuk..huhuhu
bia je la dia xtau..hehehe
 jhat kan ak..


emm..i need 2 be more patient kn..n redha..
lau jodoh ak ngn dia, msti xlari gunung d kejarkan..


im alwiz hope dat he will alwiz fine..


ingtkan nk on9 ngn dia mlm nie..
tp  da tdo kot..
td ak call dia ngah tgk bola..satnie ak call da xangkt..tdo kot..
its ok la..


xmo ggu dia..
ag pn dia xc hat sgt..
bia dia rest la..


mga cpat smbuh syg..

ak n dia da ok

alhamdulillah..
ak n my hubby da ok blik..
ak b'syukur sgt2..


ak arap kami akn b'same smpi akhir hyt..
dia da jelaskan sume kt ak..
ak time sume pnjelasan dr dia..


1 yg ak yakin..
dlm 1 1 p'hubungan, kjjuran n kpercayaan 2 p'lu tuk kekal b'same..


so, ak akn trus yakin n prcya kt dia..
pape y dia bt msti b'sbb..
n i will alwiz trust him..


b... ayg mntk maap sgt cz slalu bt b skit ati ngn perangai ayg..maapkan ayg yea syg..
ayg arap sgt2 antra kita akn trus ad p'sfahaman..
b pn doakan y t'baik gk tuk kite yea..
kite same2 doakn k..
i.allah, DIA akn tunaikan..


kpda sume2 y p'nh t'guris ati cz ak, ak arapkan korg sume ley maapkan ak..
ak hnya insan biase..
same cm korg y alwiz do mistake n alwiz need a forgiveness from u all..
maapkan ak yea..
frenz 4eva yerk...


thanz all..

moga cpt sembuh sayang..

olla all...


cian syg ak..
dia xc hat..skit prut..
clap mkn kot..
ak doa kan mga dia cpt smbuh..


ingt nk skype ngn dia, tp dia xc hat..postpone la..
windu dia weh..
hehehe


krg jgn jelez ek..
krg pn ad pakwe @ mkwe gk kn..so krg pn msti tau cm ne ak ase..kn2??


oh ya..
ak nk cite kt krg nie..
nie cite last 2 wik's ago..
on thursday..
i got gatal2 kt tgn..
ari 2 ak pn blik la umh ak..
my mom suh g klinik cz tkot i got chickenpox..
ak pn g la..
doc check2..
den decide ak got chckenpox..
melayag la rm60 duit ak..
ingt nk jimat blik umh, tp t'over bajet plak..
huhu


ak nie da la jnis ssh mkn ubt biji..
d sbbkan ubt 2 mhl, t'pksa la ak mkn..
rm3 sbijik kot..
mhl 2..
ak mkn 2hr jer..
den tekak ak da xley time ag..
dok lam plastik c2 la ubt 2..
huhu
tp kn ak ase bkn chckenpox la..
ak ase alahan jer...
cz chicknpox bkn cm nie..


xpsl2 mlyg rm60 kn..
lau cz ellergic, msti xsemhl nie kn..


redha jer la..
hope mkin ok la..
smpi skunk xok ag..
jus hoping mkin ok jer..
huhu


pray 4 me yea..

dear blogger...
ari nie mcm2 jd...
ari nie ktrg beli buku..
tebal2..
tp sib bek xmhl sgt..
lam rm75 y plg tggi..


ari nie gk ak "dak 2" dok sblh ak, tp xtgur ak pn..
b4 dia mai dkt, ak ngah borak2 ngn kwn dia..
bla dia da mai dkt, ak syp jer la..
ak dgr la drg dk ckp2 sal present2..
1 of dem said, "m present ngn "tuuuutttt""..
ak ingt nk tgk sape y ckp, tp xjd tkot t owg kata ak sgguh plak..
*tuuuuuutttt refers to him


smlm ak tdo dr 5.30ptg till 5pg..
mmg xsdar pape..
myb ak tdo lame cz otak xnk b'pk..
cz yesterday i met him but he run away from me..
sape xskit ati kn..


den mlm 2 dia call ak lam kul 11 lbh..
ak tgk jer..
ak xagkt pn..
bia dia ase n ak pn nk tgk stkat mn dia cri ak...
stkat 3miss call jer..
xsgguh lgsg..


so ari nie ak tggu ag tkot2 dia ad nk call or msg ak..
bt ms skunk xde ag..
td pn ak tgk mtr dia jer..
n ak tgk mmber y dtg skali ngn dia..
t'cri2 gk mn dia, tp xnmpk pn..
bia lah..
asyik ak jer cri dia..
dia xcri ak pn..
skit ati tul bla pk..
tp nk wat cm ner kan..
ak y plih jln nie so ak kna la redha n tabah..kn???

move 2 my mmbr plak y dok nun jauh d sana..JAPAN..
ak xphm la ngn dia..
nk kata ak suka kt dia 2 xla..
tp ak suka kwn ngn dia..
tp bla dia said cm ak ngn dia xley best fren ag, ak ase khlgan..cdey sgt..ntah la..xtau nape..agk2 npe yer??

kehilangan....

dear blogger..
tb2 jer dia kta we start a new r/ship...
time 2 ase ksg..
xtau npe..
ase khlgan tb2..
emmm..
my fault kot..
aldo dia kwn ak, tp xtau npe aku ase khlgn bla dia ckp cmne..xtau cm ner nk ckp..

hmmmmm =(

makin jauh dr ak..

dear blogger...
lth bla pk..
xnk pk kna pk gk..
mmmm ntah cm ner la..
bla k ajak jmp mcm2 alsn dia bg..
xde helmet la..
ad 1 je helmet..
dlu xpe jer..
bley jer jmp kt tman..
skunk nie mcm2 alsan..
cm sngja nk ngelak..
lau xnk ckp la xnk, jgn siksa cm nie kn???

dear blogger..
da byk ari ak ngn dia x cntct..
ntah npe ngn dia..
ak tgk dia on9 fb td..
tp dia xtgur ak pn..
spnjg bkk sem nie xnah ag ak jmp dia kt U..
xtau dia sngja lari or mmg xde jodoh tuk t'srmpak..
ntah la..


mkin lame dia mkin jauh smpi ak xley nk capai dia...

lame xbkak blog..

dear blogger...
ak rndu sgt kt dia..
dia da len sgt skunk..
dia da xcm dlu ag..
tp ak arap ak ngn dia akn kekal..
cdey gk..
bla pk..
hmmmm...
ntah la..
xtau nk ckp cm ner..
byk sgt y jd spnjg 4bln cuti nie..
hope ak makin tabah n mkin mngerti..
doa kan ak yea..
thanx all..