due date was passed aredi..

cdey sgt..he btol2 da buang ak dr idup dia..
xptt ak trus b'arap kt dia..
thanz dear,  4 de memories dat u hv gven 2 me..
thanz alot..
tc..cmat b'bhgia..

due date is coming..

xsbr tggu esok..moment y pntg b'laku on de same date of tomorrow last year..
rndu sgt moment 2..
agk2 eok b'laku moment pntg ag ke x ek???
emmm suspens plak..
takot pn ad..
emmm

aku rindu dia..sgt2..

xtau npe ari nie ak keep on thinking on him..
ari nie gk t'srempak ngn dia..
tp dia xtgk ak pn..
ari nie gk ak dgr new story sal dia..
dat is, ms dia capel ngn ak, dia jgk capel ngn dat gurlz n gurlz len..dak stat..
hmmm..
xtau nk kata per..
i hope he change..

xtau nk kata per..

he ask me spya xmsg dia ag...
so, i ask him y???
dia xbls..
ak ata last msg kt dia den ak trus dlte no dia cz 2 y ak pomiz kt dia..
dia xrep pn..

ari nie, ak nmpk dia..
dia xtgk pn ak..
ari nie gk, 1st time ak tgk dia xjalan skali ngn she..

tp ak tgk fb dia,dia still ok ngn she..
she give him sumtim..
i dunno wat it is..

xtau nk kata per...
dia jap ok, jap x..

semalam ak xley nk tdo cz ak tkot lau ak tdo, bla ak bgn esok nya, ak da xingt dia ag..ak lupa all mmries tntg dia..
sbb 2 jd takot nk tdo..

emmm..
ntah la..
kuatkan ku ya ALLAH..
kuatkan ku..

i saw him today..

u look so ensem today...
bt sy pndg xnk kalih tmpt len..
i miss u alo..
tp sy xley ckp kt aw..
sy nk sgt ckp kt aw, tp xley..
sy tgk aw dpn hea wit her n frenz..
i saw u talk with her at tepi kebajikan masyarakat..
jelez sgt2..
u n her can do anythg..
tp, sy xley pn..
sy rndu sgt2 nk dgr aw pggl sy..
tp, sy tau, 2 sume xmgkin..
tiap kali solat, sy slalu doa mga aw maapkan sume slh sy n mga sume dndam kt ati aw t'hapus..

sy doakan kesejhteraan aw..
sy doakan aw bhgia..
sy rndu sgt2 kt aw..
rndu sgt2..